Saturday, April 27, 2013

Winds of Change

My last post was about loving and losing Stormy (Torny), my 13 year old beagle and she was my heart. Since October, I have endured three major losses. The first, Buster, my Shar-Pei succumbed to complications from lymphoma after enduring 6 long months of chemo. He passed away in my arms at the vet on October 29, 2912. Then, I lost my mom - she passed away the day after Christmas after a long battle with dementia. Lastly, I lost Stormy on March 10 - didn't even know she was sick and had to make a choice I had hoped never to make - to put her down. This last loss was just too much and I wondered if I could rebound for a third time. Just too much loss in such a short smount of time. Paul and I are contemplating CHANGE. It's time. We are uncertain as to WHERE we will be, but we have a place in mind - and God willing (and the creek don't rise) we will make a positive change for US. Long overdue - it's time we had something to look forward to. A fresh start. A new perspective. New sscenery and a change of heart. If certain things work out and it is meant to be.. Life goes on. We mourn those we lost, while we love them always, and each new day brings fresh hope for a wonderful new beginning.... Stay tuned.....